she said "Some days I feel like shit,
some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
and, I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
but I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
but when I pick up I don't have much to say
so I want you to know it's a little fucked up
that I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'
tired of sitting and hating and makin' these excuses
for why you're not around, and feeling so useless
it seems one thing has been true all along
you don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
when you come back I won't be here.